Pins and needles

So I am sitting here on pins and needles waiting for the phone to ring about the offers we made on houses. They have until this evening at 7 to get back to us.

And then the phone rang, and naturally I jumped and ran!

It was not about the house, I have to go the lawyers office tomorrow to sign the paperwork on my dad's estate. This is very emotional for me because my dad and I had a very acrimonious relationship. He made it clear I was never going to be good enough (unless I was a size 0, a genius with numerous doctorate degrees, and an Olympic athlete all at once), and that he expected me to have no relationship at all with my second father who is very good to me. No matter how hard I worked at something, unless it was perfection, it was never good enough.

So because this week was not already emotionally charged enough, let's through this in too!

But at least it will soon be over.....