Heart Blanket

I learned to knit after Miss Pear was born, and I have loved it! Now I am finally knitting her an afghan. It is the Easy Heart Baby Blanket pattern with a few minor adjustments.

I am using Lavender Velvetspun wool and the appropriately larger needles so that the blanket will be a bigger size more suited to an almost 3 year old. (4 balls per pattern +1, so doing the pattern 5 times means you need 21 balls of wool - be sure to get yours with Michaels and Joanne's coupons like I did or it can very expensive, and it might be plus 2, I am not certain yet). I picked this wool because every time we were even near the wool Miss Pear would find it and cuddle it because it is so soft. She would literally carry it around the store with her! So technically I guess you could say she picked out the yarn - we start 'em early in our family!

The last variation is that the way the pattern is written you do not get the block look like in the pictures of the pattern, you get "columns" of hearts, which is not what I wanted, so on my pattern Row 24 now reads "repeat rows 2-6, then knit 8 rows, begin pattern again at row 1" and that seems to have fixed the problem I was having.

Oh, did you want to see my progress?

I have almost 3 patterns done, and expect to do 5 or 6.



(An up close shot so that you can maybe see the heart, which is textured, not a different color. I love the subtly). Now that I look at this more closely I see that I will likely have to do 6 patterns, but I will finish the 5 I have wool for before I make a decision on that!

And to encourage me in my knitting, Miss Pear is always asking if it is for her, petting it and saying how soft it is, and helping me by unrolling wool for me. It is a real mommy and daughter project. Plus she has declared that she really wants to learn to knit too.

So Busy Doing Nothing

Happy Monday all, and it is happy because I am thrilled to report that I am no longer concerned about my head exploding. This was a grave concern on Saturday!

Dr. Pear was on duty all weekend taking very good care of me and playing with Miss Pear, so I got lots of rest, and I am convinced that has made all the difference!

This morning when I walked into the kitchen for about the 10th time (too bleary eyed before that) and still feeling very low, I was greeted by this site.



There are two important things to note. One, our sink is just to the right of the picture - note the lack of dishes to be washed...Mr. Pear washed them all last night. That glass is the glass I was filling with water to drink.

Funny, now that I look at the picture you can see some of my favorite kitchen stuff. The Kitchenaid mixer I have had for over 10 years that still works like new. The Henkle knives we were give as a group wedding shower gift. The inordinate amount of plug ins in our kitchen. My sink arsenal of dish soap in the oil dispense, hand soap in the lotion dispenser and foaming Dawn (if you know the secret of making your own refill, please let me know - I only bought it because it was free after coupon, but now I love it).

You can also see a very old decoration that I have had since my University days. It used to hang over my desk. Then it hung in my cubicle at work. And now it hangs in the kitchen:

It always makes me smile.

Except this morning, it made me feel bad about how things are not getting done. We went straight from morning sickness to Mr. Pear hurting his arm to me breaking my foot to Miss Pear getting the flu which turned into a sinus infection to me being sick with the same sinus infection. So I am sure you can just imagine, especially with our closest family being 2000 miles away.

But then I stopped and thought about it. Yeah, the house might not be spotless, but it is neat, and the laundry is done (again, the work of Mr. Pear this weekend, I was flat on my back in bed), we are eating relatively healthy meals, just lots of pasta, the grocery shopping is done (again, only because of Mr. Pear) and Miss Pear is far from ignored. We spent the morning together in the living room mostly watching television, which is not the best, but not horrible either considering her morning energy level is still not recovered from her illness. We were together, talking and laughing. She was playing with my knitting yarn as I worked on a blanket for her. We were together, hugging and stealing kisses, just being together.

So I can honestly say that while I am not on top of everything, this chick's busy taking care of the most important things...my family....and then napping.....the house can wait a little bit longer, but my daughter will never be this age again.

So I was wrong...

Remember when I said that I did not think Miss Pear had shared her germs with us, but that I was just tired and sick? I was wrong. That night I was hit out of the blue with a massive and painful sinus infection. While it is not fun, I would not change the week and a half I had nursing Miss Pear back to health and trying to keep her entertained. It was worth it. Unless of course I could make it so she was not sick at all, naturally!

But aside from the residual nose drips and coughing, Miss Pear is all better, even her appetite has returned. Praise the Lord! She was so sick it broke my heart.

Even when I get sick from caring for my daughter, even after lots of neurotic hand washing, I still love being a mom, and would not trade it for anything. While I am not crazy about being thrown up on, it is only when it is your child that you are more concerned about that poor little one freaking out about this weird thing happening to them than you are about what just went down your shirt.

I can frequently be quoted as saying that the worst day at home is still better than the best day at work. The pay may be lousy, but the benefits are unmatched! And I mean every word of it.

Plus, if you have not read Donnetta's post I Love My Job, I strongly recommend you head over, especially if you are a mom!

Thursday? Already?

What happened to Monday through Wednesday?

It has been a long and short week. Miss Pear is almost better, still stuffy and tired, but well enough to seriously look for trouble. I don't think she shared her germs with us, I think I am just tired and pregnant, not anything more! Actually, Mr. Pear is tired too. So I think the fact that Miss Pear has been having a coughing fit the last couple nights right around 2AM is probably the culprit! Any ways, we are on the mend here, just that lingering stuff of such a bad flu/cold is keeping us down.

But my experiment of Catalina dressing went well, I will still be adjusting the recipe though, but it is promising. Plus my experiment with Raspberry White Chocolate scones went well too, although the raspberries were almost shockingly tart!

We have been entertaining ourselves with the NHL playoffs. If you are a fan and like us can get no news to speak of, try NHL.com, it has great coverage plus you can click on your team for more news. My Anaheim Ducks got knocked out, but Mr. Pear's Montreal Canadiens are still in, so we are all cheering for them. Round 2 starts tonight, and we are excited!

I have been working slowly at getting some crafts done. I am knitting a heart blanket for Miss Pear, and am working on a Hawaiian appliqué square that will be a wall hanging, however I am still on the appliqué part. Plus I have a quilt that needs quilting, a few projects started and not finished by the sewing machine, and I would like to knit a blanket for baby. (I have the pattern picked out, but am waiting until our 21 week ultrasound to see if baby will reveal more to us! Like if I should choose pink or blue! If not I will do it in white.) Oh, and I have a cross stitch picture on the go. Plus I have supplies for more projects, either all or some, so I really feel motivated to get some of these things done, but they always get put off in favor of more important things - my sweet family.

I have been thinking I should do a photo update of some of these projects, but have usually opted for a nap instead....

And speaking of a nap......

Happy Monday!

We had a much better night's sleep last night, so today every thing looks a little bit brighter, even though Miss Pear is still very sick. The flu has turned into full blown sinus cold/infection, and she is not a her usual energetic self, to say the least!

But she has a bit more color today, and a little bit more energy, and is a little cheerier, so these are all good signs!

However, we will be laying very low for the next couple days. I am a big believer in keeping our germs to ourselves! So it will be a quiet week!

But I am trying something new today. I am trying to make my own Catalina dressing for the taco salad we are having for supper tonight. I will let you know how the finished product turns out (so far I would add more ketchup and sweetener to the dressing and cut back on the oil, but other than that it is good!)

Weekend Update

I hope you are all having a wonderful weekend that is most restful.

You could certainly describe our weekend days as restful, our nights are a little bit more eventful that we like with a sick little one getting up for help blowing her nose, but that is to be expected.

To summarize how Miss Pear is:
Tuesday was the day of Throwing Up - in the end Miss Pear needed a bath, I needed a shower. Enough said?
Wednesday was the day of the Upset Tummy.
Thursday was the day of Being Busy (Dizzy to translate for you) and Conjunctivitis (she woke up with it and it was gone the next morning)
Friday was the day of Mucus, so was Saturday.

The flu turned into a horrible head cold. I feel so bad for her. She is miserable, and just listlessly lays on the couch when she is awake, but has trouble sleeping because she is so congested. (Even with the vaporizer and medication from the doctor, yes, she gets that congested and cannot clear it without help. She is one of those rare cases where the vaporizer, aspirator and saline drops are just not enough to clear the really thick mucus she gets, which I am sure you really want to hear about).

So we are staying home, keeping our germs to ourselves, and watching lots of Pooh Bear. Even reading does not hold her attention which tells you she is really sick.

I am just grateful that she does not have the flu/cold combination that is settling into the chest. That one just scares me. This one is no picnic, but her lungs are nice and clear, as are her ears!

So Nurse Mommy continues on duty! Fortunately Daddy is excellent on duty too!

Nurse Mommy on Duty

Miss Pear got very sick yesterday afternoon, and while I am pleased to report she is no longer throwing up, she is still not well. So I will likely be gone for a couple days while I play Nurse Mommy and care for my patient.

Please pray that she would recover quickly and that no one else would get sick!

Summer Recipes?

Well, we had a heat wave this weekend, and it looks like it has broken, finally, today. It is hard to think about how hot it is here and then think of other parts of the country still under snow!

But it has me thinking. I had said that I was going to work this winter to compile a list of recipes for hot days. Either dishes served cold, salads, or things that could be made in the slow cooker, but ideally things that could be served cold. This way I would not be scrambling at the last minute or serving sandwiches with veggies, again.

While we do love to barbecue, in a true heatwave here, it is actually too hot to barbecue, shocking I know!

So on to my mini list, such as it is:

We love pasta salad! But you can only eat so much! (My recipe is literally cook pasta, toss with Italian salad dressing or vinaigrette of your choice while hot, toss in assortment of veggies and maybe some chicken, cool and serve)


Another one of my favorites is the Cold Plate. You just assemble on the plate:

• Salads of your choice (potato, pasta, coleslaw, whatever)
• Cold meat (with appropriate cold sauce if need be) Cold fried chicken is always good and most people don't seem to think of that!
• Cold beans (I still cannot eat "pork and beans" hot! You can also make beans with chunks of wieners inside, affectionately known as beanie weanies.)
• Assorted fruit cut up, or veggies are great too!
  

That is it!

As you can tell these two recipes are highly methodical! And you can probably also tell that I need help in this area to get more ideas!

So, could you help a girl out? What cold meals do you love? (Please include the recipes or links if possible!) Do you have a go-to list like this or is it just me struggling with Southern California summer heat?

Monday Meanderings

We are in the middle of an unseasonable heat wave - I am certain that I can hear my garden growing and singing in the warmth! We, on the other hand are listening to the fans and air conditioning sing, and they are making beautiful music!

I have been wondering lately if I am done blogging, and I could not think why I was feeling that way. But now I now why I am feeling that way.

When I started blogging I needed an outlet, I needed to reach out to the human world, even if it was just through cyberspace to realize I was not alone. We had miscarried and felt alone, like no one could understand because people we saying weird things to us. We are trying desperately to sell our town home and move closer to my husband's work so that he would not be commuting 80 miles EACH WAY on California freeways. We felt disconnected from our church, and from our friends there. We just felt alone in so many ways, and overwhelmed.

Now we are expecting again, and at just over 17 weeks all is well, I feel the baby moving at least once a day, and always smile when I do - I will never take that motion for granted.

We have moved and are pretty much settled into our new home. Well, the boxes are unpacked, and now we are trying to decide on paint colors. We would like to have all three bedrooms painted before baby arrives in September, and can deal with the rest later if we don't get to it or I cannot pick out colors. We have picked our room, have narrowed Miss Pear's down to 2 colors, and are in a bit of a conundrum about the baby's room. I am thinking an aqua or turquoise this time around - good for either or! I have even optimistically picked out an afghan pattern to knit for baby.

We have found a new church that we have decided to commit to, and honestly, the Gospel is preached so faithfully, the Bible is held up as the standard, and through the people we have felt the love of Jesus. Our pastor actually joked this week that he does not have the problem that so many pastors have, of their congregations being reluctant to hear the gospel preached each week - we would pull him aside to ask what is going on if he failed to!

We are meeting people, and are really feeling like a part of our new community.

So I think I question if I am done blogging because all the things that prompted me to start have been settled.

Yet I have had fun talking about house stuff, especially kitchen stuff. Even though food and I are still not really buddies, I look forward to returning to talking about freezer meals and baking and other fun stuff when I no longer have to think long and hard if I can really eat that! I love a lot of the blogs I read regularly, even if I am a horrible "lurker".

I guess I just need to figure out what my purpose for blogging is now.

And I will.

Until then I will just plug along and have fun.

FYI

We had a great time with our company.

But just in case you are wondering, if you are ever so unfortunate as to break you toe, don't kick the stove....just trust me on this.

Feeling Spoiled

It has been a good morning.

After our doctor's appointment yesterday I just accepted the fact that tired, sore very lower abs were going to be with me for a while, and fighting it was not the best way to handle it, and if hockey players need 3 weeks to recover from a bone break before they can hit the ice again, what makes me think I will be okay in 2 weeks? (Yup, it is Stanley Cup playoff time again, and we are forever on NHL.com getting the scores and stories - although I am certain that they were given good pain killers....no, I'm not bitter, why do you ask?)

We are having company for supper. I am baking marinated chicken breasts (and cannot remember the name of the 3 ingredient marinade), cabbage roll casserole, and carrots because it is the one veggie both families always agree on, kids included. Our guests are bringing salad and dessert.

Although, we are such good friends that they are not really company. The house is not spotless, they will not care, if they even notice. I was instructed to prepare a list of what I need help with, how can you beat that! And my dear friend would scrub floors with a smile to help me, and she knows I would do the same if the situation was reversed! Although I selected gardening as I have to do a bit of replanting after a snail mowed through the garden.

And if that has not left me feeling spoiled enough, my husband instructed me to stay laying down with my foot up, then took the grocery list and headed out.

Sometimes, an injury is not as bad as it seems....

17 Week Appointment

Well, my prayers were answered, and I was a very boring patient.

The baby was interesting though!

Our doctor thought we should surely be able to see if baby was a boy or girl - nope, baby was in a weird position and hiding behind the placenta. We did get to see the heart beating away though!

Then came the listen to the heart beat part, and baby basically scooted away, so there would be a couple beats and then nothing, repeat, repeat, repeat. Of course, we had seen the heart beating, and the doctor heard snippets, so were not concerned.

So all is well! Praise the Lord!

17 Week Update

It is hard to believe that we are almost 17 weeks along in this pregnancy! With this wonderful milestone I thought I should update you on the goings on!

Once again I am carrying very low - that seems to be very standard for me!

I have been able to feel the baby move, which is lots of fun, and I have to tell you, it as not been all light fluttery movements! Sometimes when baby is at the very bottom those movements are already on the strong side! But for the most part I feel baby move at some point each day, which is so much fun!

Because this is technically the third time around, only the second to make it past 10 weeks, I am definitely showing, but it is all very low, so my pants don't fit, but my T-shirts are not a problem! Very weird. But each of us is unique and it gives me something to laugh about as I try to put outfits together. And actually, elastic waisted stuff still fits!

We have our next ob/gyn appointment tomorrow, and I expect it to be boring, or at least I am praying for that! The doctors usually note how low I carry, but assure me that is normal. (Apparently not every baby moves up in the second trimester and I carry like a very short person even though I am 5'7"!)

We are starting to make our preparations for baby. Mostly planning at this stage. We do not need a whole lot, but have to replace a couple things that were worn out (crib sheets, change pad, a few onesies, nothing exceptional), and other odds and ends - I really would have needed more onesies at the beginning, and more diapers last time around, but now we know. We have been blessed to have some friends passing things down to us, that helps so much! So the list is extremely short, which is a huge blessing! And the Lord has provided the resources to fill in the gaps! He is so incredibly good to us!

We did not know if we were having a boy or a girl the first time around until she arrived, so we are prepared with the basics either way this time around! Of course, it would be fun to pick up some pink or some blue items if we knew this time, but it is not a big deal to us, if we know we know, if we don't it will be a fun surprise!

We have already picked out the first name for a boy and a girl, but cannot pick a middle name for the life of us! Good thing we still have a while!

Of course, I will not be revealing the name here because I am paranoid about sharing that kind of thing on the net. One reader suggested the baby be Baby Pear here, and I kind of like that! Any other suggestions?

In other news, my foot is healing nicely. I am able to do a bit more around the house, but certainly not what I am accustomed to, I have even resorted to buying our bread - shocking, I know! But I see improvement each day! And the Lord has worked everything out for us, and it helps tremendously when He is the one working things out!

And we continue the new member class at the church we have been attending since our move, and will definitely be committing to it! I am so happy! We were waiting for the new member class just to review theology etc. because this is an different branch of the denomination we had been attending. We were just being cautious because we are not ones to "church hop", although there are certainly valid reasons to leave a church, we wanted to be certain when we committed as it is a long term commitment as far as we are concerned!

Garden Tour Conclusion

Alas, that is all of my garden pictures. The vegetable garden is not much to look at currently, in fact, I need to replant a few things that are not making it! Although I will certainly post pictures when there is more to see. But I thought I would finish up with a picture of my little orchard.

The Gala is way back there in the corner, and in the front is the peach tree, with the Meyer lemon tree right behind it.

The garden pictures were posted starting at the Gala and working my way towards the lemon, except for the peach which I featured first as I was thrilled to have baby peaches.
Oh, and please ignore the weeds! (Or stop by and help me pull them!)

Meyer Lemon

I am counting on this little guy keeping us in lemonade all summer - and maybe a couple lemon meringue pies too! The nice thing about the Meyer lemon is that it is ever fruiting, so down here that means lemons year round! If you click on the picture you can see the little lemons coming, and there is a larger one in the back about golf ballish size.


And for the amount of lemons coming on this one, it is surprisingly small, well under 2 feet high!